Free...... for now

Finally, the day that I have been waiting for for a really long time. The day that I fantasize about till I can't sleep. Okay well perhaps I'm exaggerating a little, but honestly, I feel like I'm bursting with happiness. Really just feel like getting away from all these and just... be free. Like really. I'm really enjoying my freedom now but sadly, it's not gonna last for long. I just feel like, this is not the life I want to live. But to have your wish come true, you have to make sacrifices first. My beautiful beautiful dream is to design and build my very own house right in the middle of this wide grass patch in England and all that surrounds me are lakes, flowers, the grass and the abundant endless sky, Ciel.  As the old old saying goes, No pain, No gain. Well, I really do hope I'll gain something.