I hope this is true

If this is true,

God, I hope that you will love and protect Grandma and be her new family member, with all the other angels up there in that beautiful paradise. I strongly believe that she still exists and she is enjoying herself up there, watching us from above. Playing chess, chatting with others, watching the TV, taking a stroll in the park. Does she really do that in heaven? Or has she already reincarnated and forgot all about us. Death and after life still remains a big and deep mystery in my heart. But if the poem below is true, then I feel happy for her because she no longer has to suffer here and has moved on to a beautiful place with her friends and family with her.

The day God called you home 

God looked around his Garden
and found an empty place.
He then looked down upon his earth
and saw your loving face.
He put his arms around you
and lifted you to rest.
His Garden must be beautiful, 
he always takes the best. 
He knew that you were suffering, 
he knew you were in pain. 
And knew that you would never 
get well on earth again. 
He saw your path was difficult, 
he closed your tired eyes, 
He whispered to you "Peace be Thine" 
and gave you wings to fly. 
When we saw you sleeping 
so calm and free of pain, 
We would not wish you back to earth 
to suffer once again. 
You've left us precious memories, 
your love will be our guide, 
You live on through your children, 
you're always by our side. 
It broke our hearts to lose you, 
but you did not go alone. 
For part of us went with you 
on the day God called you home. 

奶奶，你看得到这首诗吗？如果你看得到，那你可以放心，不用再害怕，因为耶稣非常爱你，他一定会保护你，给你一个温暖的家。我们会永远记得你，永远永远的爱你。你不用担心我们，我们都长大了，会好好的照顾自己。原谅我多年来的任性，我现在后悔的是当你在的时候我没有好好的珍惜你，好好的孝敬你。你在天堂还过的开心吗？我相信你已经在天堂遇到小叔了。不要自责，小叔的死不是你的错。我在这里会永远的记住你们俩的。我永远爱你。